I cant shake this anxiety and lonliness off. Its all because of somene who i thought was the one but ended up not being and completely cut all communication. I find it ridiculous because we barley talked a month but i dont know how to not feel this way. I distract myself as best i can . I pray,read bible, watch sermons but why cant this anxiety and lonliness let me go! I trust my Lord its a process and it is strengthening me but why do i need to go through this to know my God has something better and has a plan!? I already knew that and when it wasnt him it only meant he has better so if i know that why dont these feelings release me! I have a therapist ill be seeing in a week for first time but i thought if i rely in God alone and keep asking him that it will just go away because its one thing if i dont know my worth as a daughter of the king but i do so whats the purpose of all this!? Im so overwhelmed sad upset and yet im trusting him so whyy