I heard the message today about joy, instead feeling hope or happiness, I felt sad because have been married 10 years and for at least las 5 years I haven't feel that joy. We don't have kids together and feel like we don't have a life together. My husband has a son (36 years) and a daughter 32 years that since I meet her she doesn't have a descent job for no longer the 3 months each job. She is an alcholic and doesn't know how to make money but she know how to manipulate her father for money. They have arguments very often and later she says I'm sorry and he is melted and do and give her everything. Im having the thought of leave him many times because of this situation, and we are not financially in a position to take care of an adult. Many times he express that is his daughter, his flesh, and he is a a Christian. Making feel like is his priority so I don't feel that is healthy for me to continue with the relationship. I'm angry, desperate, asking for prayers for me and this situation. I can not see what is the purpose of God on this, I'm 50 years old and don't have energy for start over again (for the third time) I just need peace and stability for once. Tha k you for your prayers and love. God bless you all.