I don’t know if you have ever been desperate enough to think your kids might be better off when you I am not around. I weighed today what it would mean if I was not here on earth. I have asked God questions, I have prayed on my knees, on my walks, in my church. I mean why have such difficult years and all I am trying to do is raise my kids. My prayers have not been answered and I don’t know I can hold on anymore. We are behind in rent and no sight for a steady income to dig ourselves out of $8000 of late rent, basic food, and just basics. We are almost homeless. What to do with young daughters. I imagine God as my father but when my earthly father was around I know I could call him and he would make things happens. Anyway if you have the least of faith, please pray that God finds favor for y family.