Please pray for me. One off best friends is getting married today and I am maid of honor with someone who id supposed to be my other best friend but the entire time planning has been a nightmare of me feeling like second fiddle and ranked and competing and I hate it. This is not what I hoped having this experience with my best friends would be like and I just want today and beyond in our friendship and in our future weddings (me and the other unmarried friend) to not feel like that. To feel like we are a group of three again – equal and not ranked. The way it’s always been to me.