Hello. I am a little nervous about this (I am not very religious but I do believe in God and that he answers to prayer) so I wanted your help with prayer. This past week, someone I thought would never come back into my life reached out. It was just a request on Instagram that I accepted but it has brought a lot of thoughts and memories. A part of me is eager that he is back into my life but another one is weary because we hurt each other in the past. We were toxic and immature. I am praying for guidance or confirmation but I don't hear back or at least not the way I expect or that I understand. And I know it is silly and that there are way more important things to pray about but I don't know how to feel. And I know myself, I know not knowing will cause me to hyperfixate and spiral out of control. I have prayed so much to be able to find my life companion and start a family but I don't want my desire or wishful thinking to make me fall into unhealthy habits. Not again. I prayed that if this person is for me, to have him reach out or just to hear it in my heart that he is… or not is, but that I feel peace with the answer. And I know it is silly and that God listens to me but kinda feel jealous that I don't feel him or hear him like others. I know He is there and He has done miracles for me. But I don't know what to do. I don't really have someone to talk about this that makes me feel comfortable… afterall it is a silly thing compare to everything else going on in the world. But I don't know, I figured that you guys may be able to help. A friend of mine met you this past weekend and she said the message she got from you was crystal clear and I feel compelled to reach out, just in case.

On more important/major prayer requests: I heard of a young girl in need of a liver transplant; so I want to pray for her too. And for my sister who has a chronic condition that I hope can get under control so she can have a life to enjoy. And for my brothers, and parents, my dog, and friends, and people I love and have loved, to always be safe and blessed because they are all I have. And for my students, that I can be the imperfect they need.

I know I rambled… and that this is probably too long but I hope that I can count on you for this. I really do. Thank you… and be blessed, always.