I have been struggling with epilespy since I was in the 4th grade, now at the age of 18 it has only gotten worse. I strongly believe it could be demons inside me and I want them out. I have struggled so much from it, mentally and physically as well. It has made it so I have terrible memory, and I can't remeber anything anymore. It's very hard especially being a dwarf as well and having to deal with this as well. It's been very hard for me since my family is going through a hard time finacially and mentally as well with my deaf and blind little sister. I would love for things to be better and cured for my sister and I both. I have prayed for so long it seems like there is no answer and it's hard. It's hard to keep my faith and I just want to be able to keep my faith because I don't want to end up in a place I don't want to when I leave this earth.