I am currently going through a tough time as a single mom. I financially do not have enough to cover all of my bills. My bipolar affects my children all of the time. One minute things are great and the next I am a different person. The toughest thing has been raising 2 teenagers alone. I had an absent father, my mom had an absent father and now my kid's do. I've never had the privilege to be married and have a family structure. My son especially needs male guidance and there is no one here to provide that . It depresses me constantly of the decisions I have made. As they are getting older it is getting harder and harder to raise them. I wish my spiritual life was better but I am not the greatest Christian. Please pray for me.