So the guy who I’m most certain God showed me that I would be with, things didn’t go as planned and we are no longer together. I think he is seeing someone new and I hope I am wrong because it has been less than a month since we ended things. God knows what went on between us so I do not want to get into details. Since we ended things I have been praying for him every day or more than once a day. I pray that this chapter I had with him is put on pause and I say pause because LORD You showed me we were for each other and if it’s not meant to be on pause then LORD I pray You fully close this chapter between us and in Your time let us be with the one we are supposed to be with. I still pray for his protection and wellbeing. I pray that I continue to remain focused in my studies and no man enters my life to disrupt what God had planned for me. I also pray that the devil stops putting these thoughts in my head about me not finding the one God has for me.
I’m just tired of going through so many heart breaks but I know the reasoning is because they are not who God wants me to be with. But with this guy I just feel so strong about it not being the right time and my mom thinks the same thing. I am still waiting for God to speak to me and he has been silent for a month. I need prayer to remain focused on God and be patient when he thinks I am ready to hear what he has to say and I also need to put most of my focus into finishing my last 3 semesters. Amen
thank you prayer warriors.