My boyfriend of two years decided he could no longer support my job and could no longer be with me. We had planned to get married in the next year. I am not sure what happened or how I came to be in the spot I am but on top of the heartache of losing the person I loved and thought I would be with for the rest of my life, I am struggling to find God and the purpose in all of this. I had previously prayed about the relationship and received no indication from God on which way the relationship should go. I have dedicated two years of my life to this individual and am struggling to feel valuable and loved when the person I thought had accepted me the most decided I was no longer good enough for him. I don’t know how to move forward and am struggling to cling to God in this moment.