Good morning,

Normally I do not ask for prayers, it is a last resort for me.

More than a decade ago I lost what was dear to me. Financially devastating, but what hurted the most was when without a say my children a six year old that grew up sleeping on my chest and 2 1 year old got taken away. It is very difficult when two people are not walking the narrow path. For months I couldn't eat or sleep, since my 3 kids and me slept in the same bed. It has taken a toll on me that I only do things to barely survive. Even when the work is put in it seems there's just no way out for me. I do believe that Christ is the son of our Father, that he is our redeemer. Its just getting to intense. At the time my job was lost and have been doing side jobs here and there, where people has taken advantage and a handful didn't pay for the labor that was put it. At times it was weeks others 1 week. It really was a let down. Now I barely manage to stay a float. Being jobless or without a purpose in life it is not living. Now kids are teenagers and won't message or call. After my best years were given working in order to support while with me. It just wasn't enough.