I’ve been praying my entire life even before I understood Christianity. I prayed to give receive love to hear from God, to be like him to be strong, confident, a light, help others and happiness was always last. I’m 52 still not connected to God don’t feel loved never had relationships been alone my entire life. I’m losing hope I’m trying but I know God is powerful. I’ve prayed for others and seen what He can do. But what do you do when you come to the realization, he’s not doing it for you.