Asking for prayers, as I’m struggling a lot with fear and needing to know that my Austin is ok. I’m having trouble doing happy things and feeling like I have any right to be enjoying life when my sweet, beautiful boy lost his life. I feel guilty and regretful for not knowing he was sick sooner, for not knowing all the right medical choices to make, for not praying enough, and not being able to save him.
I have a strong need to connect to him and to know that he’s safe and happy in Heaven, but I don’t know how to gain that peace and assurance because I’m so confused and unsure of what occurs after death. I grew up in faith, but I don’t know what to believe anymore. I’m so distressed and troubled about anyone or anything dying now. I never used to be this way.
I need God’s comfort and presence to help me know that He is there and that there’s truly hope beyond here. Please pray for God to provide that for me and help me to not be so afraid or worried about my boy anymore.