I’m feeling very down and discouraged. I am trying to do ny best in business and I have been successful, thankfully. However, I need to hire employees to get to the next level and be able to pay taxes on time and just get out of a never ending cycle of long hours. I am frustrated with God. I am hurting. I am so very tired. I see others living my dream and I wonder what I am doing differently and ask haven’t I experienced enough trauma already. I’m ready to call it quits on God. I am just so very tired.