I’m a 49 year old follower of Jesus Christ. However, I’ve been under spiritual attach for 7 years now. I’m tired, weary, not in doing good, but generally. I’ve been praying for a breakthrough, I’ve asked others to pray alongside me. While I know Jesus is with me and my son, the larger issues are not moving. I’ve asked Jesus, what do I need to learn here, show me these circumstances as You see them Heavenly Father. July 14th, I’m losing my job. I have a part time too, but my main job will be no more. I won’t be able to get unemployment. I’m very depressed. Frustrated not at GOD, but that I don’t understand why, what to do, where to go, where to apply to, etc. I need a Word from GOD telling me which way to go. I’m not married. Heavy heart, just a very heavy heart right now. Suicide is knocking on my door, but I keep renouncing that spirit. Please pray.