Honestly, I just feel alone. I love my wife and my two boys more than anything. I have an amazing church family and community who I love spending time with – but I still feel alone and I’m a bit in despair about it. I’ve never been more committed to God in my life, never been more into and more excited by his word and his will than I am right now – I kind of feel out of options, so that’s why I’m turning to the prayer wall