I'm going through a dark time in my life, I'm accousted by evil spirits and they put fear and terror into me; i often turn to drugs and alcohol to bear the pain, but I know the Lord is always with me. I keep asking him for peace, so I don't have to turn to drugs or alcohol, but he keeps telling me to wait and be patient. Can you please petition to the Lord Jesus that I can remember what peace actually is, I can't remember what it feels like.