My family is going through hard times due to my husband‘s (Gabriel) poor decisions And him becoming almost heartless, but adamant to stay with us as a family. Because of his habits of drinking and staying away from home smoking and sometimes drug addiction I am totally Devastated and confused. He has been in two affairs with 2 different woman of which I received calls and messages from them. They don’t want Anything to do with him any more and so I believe this also makes him heartless and not loving. Please pray for my family. how many times should I forgive him? God has kept the love that I feel for him up to now and sometimes I pray to God to take that feeling away from the button of my heart. I am confused on what to ask from him, but I know he has great plans for me.i have being waiting for the past 2years I just don’t know when that time will come. I feel sometimes like I am wasting my time with him asking and expecting him to get better. I hear my two boys 14 and 12 (Jaiden and Jacob) pray for us to be better. I don’t know where I gain the strength to be around him and not yell at him as I used to at the beginning I should kick him out of the house. I pray for God to give me wisdom and knowledge and to increase my Faith. Please pray for my family, specially for me because I know I’m the last person to call which way to go but I need strength and may God work through me. It’s either Gabriel changing his life style or me moving on. But I can’t do it on my own.

Thank you
Carol