OK I made it till 2.30 this morning before I had to get up. My wife said I had going to take a day off to help you now she is asleep and wonders how I do it. I don’t do it I just go through the motions and get so tired I cannot think straight. I need healthy dogs and people in this house before I collapse and they have no one to take care of them. On the good side my Aunt cancer surgery went well and my brother sent me a message saying he was home and happy his power had stayed on because he needs it to keep his sons medicine cold. Please help us Lord I do not understand why this is all happening at once, but at least i am losing weight sometimes i do not have a chance to eat so there .