I’ve made mistakes in my life that has cost me everything, my marriage, my family and friendships. I’ve lost my job and my home and it almost cost me my freedom. I know the Bible says “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive” I just can’t believe I’m forgiven because I can’t forgive myself for all I’ve done. It’s effecting every aspect of my life and my relationship with the one person who has stood by me through everything. I feel so lost and I can’t find my way back to God. I’m in a real dark place and I long to feel his presence in my life again,