I am tired of being broken. I struggle with anger and resentment towards myself and God. Yet I desperately need him in my life because without him I feel empty. I’m tired of feeling like I’m a bad person and that I don’t deserve to be happy. I want peace through the Lord and I don’t know how to seek it, ( I know that doesn’t make sense.) I need to feel His love again, and I long to be the person he sees in me, and the person that my family deserves. I am desperate and crying for help right now, I want the darkness to turn into the light. If you pry for me I as that it be for me to learn to love myself, and to finds my faith with God.