For 9 months, off and on, I have been going back to the arms of an abusive man and a toxic relationship. I know what awaits me each time, but I’m always ignorantly hopeful there will be change. I desperately need God to give me the strength and power to relinquish this man to Him. I need peace and to move on from him before more pain and damage is inflicted upon my life and soul.
I need Gods help to forgive this man for the months of manipulation abuse and selfish behavior he has caused me.
And I pray this man will find change from his evil and unhealthy ways…a change only God can bring. He has severe mental health issues and severe addiction. I have a deep seeded hatred for him, but everyone deserves Gods grace and mercy if they are willing to receive it.