Dear friends in Christ – I am feeling lost, confused and alone in a relationship that I truly felt would result in a happy, functional marriage. The past few months have been extremely dreadful and stressful with the man I love. If he is not gaslighting me then he is blaming me for all our issues stating that I am manufacturing issues. It’s a long distance relationship and we both struggle with the distance. I struggle with the lack of communication. I haven’t been in many relationships but this behavior is reminiscent of a previous ex that broke me decades ago. I want to work through whatever this with D but I honestly don’t know if I can or should want to anymore. I don’t know what to do. Please pray for me.