Prayers as I try to quit canabis all together. I greatly appreciate that there was an alternative to other meds I was having issues with. One pain meds getting hooked on them then working on this this was long time ago before married and was having other issues. Husband help me get self together. So thankful for him he had his own issues and still helped me and we been married 23yrs. I have been here for him during his issues. Pain pill are additive and also cause bad tummy issues when on to long. I was doing pretty good till they took me off anxiety meds because Dr didn’t want to prescribe any narcotic drug to any patience but was ok with giving another med over prescribing it which can cause issues and i was having lots on that med when he kept increasing He tried to raise to 4 time the max dose. I was already on 3 time the max dose. Dr was ok with this but call8ng manufacturer they recommend not to exceed max of a double dose. So I decided to stop seeing this Dr after i told him he recommed weening myself off of them cause there could be a side effect from just stopping. I was having issues with sleeping my mind racing everywhere suicide thoughts wanted off them meds. I still at times may get thoughts but usually after a bad dream and sometime dealing with my dexlia I feel useless a burden on others when they need help and I don’t know how to help and I need help. I usually can get selfout of this rut. Prayers I get through theses classes and stay strong. So many in this world that think I should be gone iam useless but I know this isn’t true I have good qualitys. Prayers I don’t want to be a burned to others iam sorry I have issues also. Let your will bendone.