Currently in a deep state of depression and agony with feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness. Experiencing daily rejection and shame, which causes me to question what’s the point of continuing holding on. I cry every single day during my nightly commute. I want to have a real friend, one that cares and checks in. I’ve been a Christ follower for twenty years and yet I continue to battle for my life, which feels so insignificant right now. Single mom of one w paralyzing depression and anxiety. I know God can, I just don’t know if I can keep on going.