How much longer I can take this pain. Prayers lord to take these thoughts and feelings out of my head of feel worthless and that I will never get it. Prayers for healing. Prayers for better sleep. hard to sleep when your in lots of pain. I have been doing good with avoiding certain food alligerys but been having hard time not eating to much meat. I did so good for 3 yrs completely staying away from it to improve cholesterol and some other issues drs said i could add back in 2 or 3 times a week and i find myself eating it 4 to 5 times a week.I am doing my PT at home. My ibm has been bothering me for weeks now been stressed dealing with school and keeping up with things at home. I know adding in doing all this baking gives me extra to do but I enjoy baking home made breads. Baking gives me a since of accomplishment and it get me out some when selling and I can share extras with others. Let your will be done in my life.