Prayers as I continue to do what is better for my health and not what others think I should be doing or not doing. What is good for one person may not be good for another. Prayers as husband and I Decided if we should go on cruise I really would like to go but not if it’s going to cause more stress on us. He just went back to work finances where starting to get low we will be working on building back up. Prayers if we do go one cruise it is only one week so think I can get through one week not having what helps me sleep better every night not something that helps just three nights then can’t sleep right the other nights and since I had start3d taking zolpidem i belive that what is causing heart rate issues not going to take anymore. Haven’t had heart rate issues in long time or heart mumer issues in long time until i switched some of my meds. Going to go back to what helps every night and also helps with other issues. Prayers I find balance. Thank you Lord for giving me a husband that isn’t worried about always going out he enjoys having our date nights at home. I enjoyn getting out some but not to much get very stressful on me and he says it gets stressful on him getting out to much. Life can be difficult let us find balance that works for us. Let your will be done.