Please pray for me. I have a lot of pain from my elder sister who is a narssicist. She’s hurt me many times. But today was so hard. We got into a fight after I asked her to please give me a heads up before she asks me to help her pay for something. And she took it as an attack and got so angry and defensive. Suddenly all the pain came back and i got so angry with her and i told her how shes hurt me. It’s my fault I shouldn’t have said what I said. I just want to forgive her, and myself. Please pray for me. I am in so much emotional pain. Thanks for taking the time to read this I really appreciate you.