Losing hope and I’m tired. Frustrations with where I am in life. Wish were further. New mom of toddler who is picky about where he eats. Pray he doesn’t have autism or any neurological issues. Thoughts of people from the past and exes from the past. Struggling with lust. Not always feeling like husband and I are in the same team. I’ve been having thoughts of not living. Frustrated with business and income. Feeling stuck and overwhelmed.