I left a really abusive relationship recently in the person who got me through that was my ex, and he basically saved me, and we started too slowly get back into the groove of how we were in the past and although he was very patient with me and healing, and making that known Our past issues were brought up again this time in a different form. He has severe anxiety and we had a small argument about him being judgmental towards me and I think because I’ve grown up in a bad family household that I am used to negativity and that’s what I craved in that moment so I kept , the argument going and caused him to have an attack and saw him cry and he basically felt like he wanted to give up and I know that he said it’s not what he wants but he feels like we do this all the time and our fights always end up like that, but I feel like it only ends up like that because of how he reacts and I’m trying to understand him and his anxiety but he’s not letting me in. I just want God to heal him because he saved my life from a bad person and has been taking care of me and supporting me. We started off the New Year’s seeing fireworks, and it felt very meant to be and I felt peace about it. I don’t want him to leave my life because I love him so much right now, I guess we’re giving each other space to talk tomorrow, but I’ve been praying on my way home, forgot to bring it back to me to heal him internally to heal his anxiety and for him to want to get help to want to stay with me as I help him because that’s all i want but he just wants to push me away. Please come together with me and pray for him and us as we park on this very difficult time, because there’s nothing that would make me happier than to grow old with B.