I submitted a prayer request before of my relationship with my bf that there’s been infidelity and disrespect. I’ve given him chance after chance and then he eventually broke up with me. Well, he gave us another shot because he sent me many paragraphs after to reconcile and I gave in. I thought this was prayers answered. But honestly, I’m getting tired of him silently disrespecting me and I can’t let the things that happened in the past go. I have to beg him to do the bare minimum and it breaks my heart that he’s willing to throw something and someone that would do anything and everything for him. I never break up with people, but I don’t have the strength to, and God knows I don’t. So, I’m asking every person on this earth who reads this prayer to please pray with me and in agreeance that if this relationship with Elmer is meant to be then let it be and let us work through things. Let God open his eyes and his heart to what he’s doing to me and to change. Let him want to search for God instead of all the wrong things. Let God open his mind and change his ways. But if this relationship is not meant to be then please, I don’t have the strength to do it so please God let the decision be yours and whisper your answer into his ears and tell it to me if he wants to break up. Because my heart mind body and soul cannot do this much longer. But I don’t give up and that’s where I fall short. I know my worth, but I don’t give up. please help me, please.