Praise

By Anonymous

Submitted: 1 week ago

Hello, I wanted to thank God for something he did in my life about a year ago.
So what happened was that I was suicidal at the time, but I was crying to God to help me to put my faith in him. I was crying to God for an answer.
And then, I went out of my house in the middle of the night to commit suicide.
And I walked 1 and a half miles with my mind still set on suicide.
And I get to this intersection, a busy intersection, and I joke around with myself in my head and I said, “if God doesn’t want me to kill myself then he will stop me by breaking this pedestrian crosswalk stop sign,” at that instant I pressed the button to cross the road, and it breaks.
And I was infuriated and I said again, I was joking but if he doesn’t want me to kill my self, then he will break the next stoplight as well, and the next one breaks too.
And then I just stood there happy, it was cold, it was dark, but I knew God was there. And I called my dad to come pick me up and he picked me up