It has been an incredibly hard 8 months. God brought someone back into my life that has always been very special to me. We have become extremely close again and we both consider each other our best friend. They have been struggling with a lot of things and still are this year. They need a lot of healing but they also need Jesus more than anything and they just aren't completely open to hearing about him. I know God placed them back in my life for a reason it was very clear when it happened that God certainly had his hand on it but recently my emotions have taken over and I have deep romantic feelings for this person and have for a long time and the situation is breaking my heart because they just arent in the same place as I am emotionally. Prayers for my friend that God will place the desire in their heart to get to knowJesus and will begin to draw close to him because that is always the most important thing. Prayers that God will give me direction on what he wants from me in this situation so we aren't hurting one another. We are so entwined in each other's daily lives but not romantically and I need God to either bring this person to realize they want the same things as I do for our future or that God takes this deep romantic love I feel for this person out of my heart so it doesn't destroy our friendship.