I cant remember anyone speaking over me what my purpose is or what it is im supposed to be working on or doing and would like some sort of revelation to know what it is God wants from me in this still season he has me in. its hard being patient waiting for a husband one day, not knowing how im supposed to be serving in this church and if its the church for me and my kids anyway, and my life is such a routine home,work church and kids. i pray, study the word and write in my prayer journal and watch sermons but i cant help feeling its not enough. theres something bigger for me but i need revelation, decernment wisdom to figure this all out. Lord here i am what do i do? how do i wait? and some temptations have also become hard as a single mom wanting affection, someone to talk to . i know he is enough but these feelings of wanting companion are real too