i need purpose, direction. Im tired of the routine. work, sleep, home, go to church and run out because i barely know anyone and not many people look for you to create bond outside of church. the groups for you to be able to get to know others are full. i study the word at work becuase thats my quiet time when i can the most because of the shift im on. at home i may go for a walk watch some sermons, pray in my prayer closet. im currently fasting this week from social media and asking God for healing clarity direction and adding to find my purpose. my frineds make time to hang out sometimes but i dont know what else to do, i feel im seeking God as best i can and know how but im not seeing what i need to be doing, i dont like going to church just to sit. i like being involved hanging out after church and just feeling i have a purpose but i dont see it here. people pray for you but thats it. i feel lost like im wasting my time and not growing or developing . sometimes i get into the word and i hear God clearly but lately after a heartbreak that was a counterfeit because it looked like from God but it wasnt just has me questioning my life. i got a therapist which was long over due and im excited to see results. but what else? i have no goals but to loose some weight and im almost there. i wanted to publish a book i wrote but all i have to do is submitt but cant seem to get around to it but other than that i dont have anything going for me. no boyfriend, no side job, no buisness i feel , no classes i feel to take. so i need direction asap for God to reveal my purpose because im not meant to live in routine and i dont want to say i rely on having a partner to grow but it be nice to have one so i do have someone to partner with whom we can motivate eachother like ok what we doing for God together?