I prayed for a friend to come along for my bday whom could possibly be something more later. I was surprised someone i didnt know found me on social media and presented himself as a man of God. We glet things wrre too good to be true but got in out feelings until one day i mentioned i felt some sort of way when he got off the phone quickly and wouldnt tell me why after until i asked. He felt hes done so much to show me hes doing what hes doing and he had been it was just one small doubt i had. So simce then he told me how he feels timing is off because he did mention at beginning that he feels he wasn’t obedient with God because he wasnt supposed to be on social media or dealing with anyone until aug. so he had asked me to wait on him but still talk. I was ok with that until he said it threw him off with the not trusting and how we were moving too fast and maybe we should let things completely go. I went to church and they orayed over me and i could feel this isnt from God because in little time i dont feel peace so we spoke and ge completely cut me off everything. But i feel so broken i been fasting reading the work taking walks and scheduled to see a therapist and i feel ok sometimes but other times so broken . I want to heal i telaly wanted him yo be the one and i was willing to wait on his journey with God just didnt understand what journey that was because you should always have God in the center while in a relationship or not