My 2 kids more my daughter now than my son, are hurting me by wanting to move with their dad. Im tired if hearing it when in the one that provides everything plus what they dont deserve and even when i was married i was the provider but i got tired of hearing it so i made the decision to let them but still my daughter all she does is put her dad first and it really hurts me . For example my bday is coming and im going out the country since they wanted to stay and will be staying with their dad so i chose to go celebrate girls onky bowling and take her which she was going but now because her dad is picking her up a certain time she rather choose to go with him and not care for my day. I do so much for them and i dont get the love he gets. He onky sees them 1 week doesnt even take them to church and barely never gets them anything. Now hes saying if they move with him i need to give him child support. I also been feeling alone more than before. Im close with God i love him so much but it b nice if he sent me a godly man to talk to and get to know. Sorry for long prayer i feel so down