Dear God

I'm in so much pain. I've been asking you for help, hope, answers…but I'm still in the same place. It's been years since I've been asking you for a Family, a good man, a husband for me and a stepdad for my son. On top of my loneliness, I've been losing hair for several years now .. doctors don't know what's causing it and medicine doesn't really help. I'm getting laid off and today I was told I need an additional mammogram, because they found something. Everything is going wrong in my life, I have no hope.