Im struggling with my kids wanting to love with their dad. one says becuase he wants to go to the school his dad attended and the other she says she doesnt know why wether its the devil putting it in her head or God. ive provided my kids with everything and much more even things they didnt deserve in hopes they would be more content with me but im tired of hearing they want to go with their dad making me feel super sad and frustrated. i used to be the one paying the morgage, saving their dad from debts and even the car he has i had to help him by putting the down payment , ive helped him financially for years and now that we are divorced the court ordered him to pay me child support but when i brought up that the kids want to go with him he has the condition that i now pay him child support. after so many years of maintaining him and buying everything for the kids i dont want to give him any more and i just dont understand whats so wrong with me. i push them to do their best in school stress myself and their teachers to help them pass. i instruct them in the word of God and i pray over them and their rooms always and take them to church. i guess im the strict one . i was going to buy a house also so that they may be in better schools and close to my job but whats the point if they dont want to be with me, i feel so broken and i feel why do i need to help the dad out when ive done enough. its time he steps up. i pray he ends up telling them its best they stay with me and that we get a home theya re happy in and no complaining