My boyfriend was bad on drugs last winter. I took our three kids and left for a few days. Bills were not getting paid. It happened again this summer and I did the same thing. We still have not gotten bills paid up. We are struggling to feed our children and pay rent. He’s going to do the same drug tonight. I can’t go through this anymore. I’m tired, I owe people money. I am lost and I don’t want to live anymore. I feel so bad for our children. He doesn’t hit me anymore but he’s facing time in jail. I have been going through this for seven years. He’s drinking a lot. I’m not strong enough. I can’t do it. I can’t go on like this.