I am in a lot of pain due to years of emotional and psychological abuse. He's lied to me our entire marriage to cover up unscrupulous behavior. Although I am moving on with my life without him, it makes me so sad that I didn't know this person. It almost feels like sleeping with the enemy. Please pray that God shows me my way. I have been with him since I was 19. I am now 57. It will be hard but I can't live like this anymore.