I just had to bury one of the most important people in my life. This loss has brought me to my knees. I try to take one day at a time but it's really hard. My grandfather was a very special, gentle, kind,loving, funny man. He was a farmer and a caregiver of livestock for many many years. He was my Christian mentor/teacher helping me dive head first into my Christian journey. Now that he is gone I am completely lost. I have no idea where to go from here. I need guidance.