I made the decision today to stop drinking alcohol after I was on a rollercoaster and noticed I felt very light headed for more than an hour after.

I went to my car to lay down. My body doesn’t feel good right now.

I have a habit that has gotten out of control and I need to find a way to force myself to stop and take the ability to drink out of my own hands.

Lord God please help me. I don’t want to leave my children fatherless. This situation is very scary and I’m finally ready to admit publicly I have a problem and I need God’s help and intervention.

My willpower is very weak. I am not the strong person I once was and I’m scared that I’m going to have an early death.