I have blessed with a job in which I am able to make a difference in the lives of others daily. As a special educator in public school, it is both a rewarding yet challenging career. Lately I have been attacked repeatedly in the amount of work, the intense inquiries, complicated cases, and an ongoing thought to quit. I am constantly feeling stressed, I am constantly feeling inadequate in the position that God has prepared me for. I know He goes before me and I pray daily that He lights my path. With a husband and children counting on me to work, and making the differences that I see daily in the children I work with, it is easy to give up and walk away. However, this is not where I want to be. I want to stay planted where I am, especially since we have felt forced to leave the church we called home for over 2 years. It seems as if everything is breaking down at once.