I am suffering a lot of pressure on myself regarding my marriage as well as job.infact this pressure and tension more on my parents if her child won't get settled or married this make more pain on them and face lot of criticize from relatives.i was facing this a lot listening so many bad words and making me so much hurt by their actions by seeing me as short glance.how much I had cried and my heart became as stone no one is giving hand or support to us.less then my age persons are also getting married but me no because in middle mediators they are eating our money but not at all finding any good match.days years going but no improvement in my life everybody is cheating us.relatives neighbors we are asking everyone about my marriage but not at all any humanity in them my mom begging and also literally holding the legs this makes so much tears. Sometimes by seeing all this I decided to end my life but one moment I thinking about my mom and father this stoping me.i if die within second there heart will stop.because we are there for us we are support to each other no hand is there for us even god is seeing all this but he enjoying our tears I think.while coming to career so many jobs applying but in first stage only I rejected this my worst life.can i say one joke in my name there is no victory and no light only darkness.i am just poverty and bad luck girl no sucess or happiness.i begging you to prayer for me to be meaningful to my name who's my parents put for me and get a best bestest match for me with your prayers where I hides my face there I has go with victory by married to good hearted person with helping nature and lovable person where my life has turned with lots of lights by entering that person into my life.ask god and bring me husband with your prayers I has to married and settled in career as well as.please prayer for me I want laugh that to happy tears make my parents proud by getting good match.we are waiting from so many years about my marriage make this happen please Or otherwise say god to end my life I can't live with this betrayed people. Please ask angels to bring good hearted husband to me and married prayer like this make miracles with your prayers if possible prayer in church with lot of members.. If my life change i will never forget until my last breathe make my parents smile heartfully by your payers