My husband of 30 years has always dismissed my feelings, belittled me in front of my children (now adults) and is still so disrespectful and treats me as if I am to be be used at his convenience. I think it's best for me to leave now that the our kids are out of the house but I don't know how to make it happen. My mental health is at risk as I am always in fear. Please pray that God gives me wisdom to make the right decision. I have to believe in his timing but this is going on too long.