Prayers Lord. Thank you for taking this Anger from me. For the longest time since my poppop die and dad died in 1992 it has been there. Been through other things but the bottom issue was about childhood things that lead up to that Anger those triggers. Sorry to the people that had to deal with me with that my dyslexia my digestive issues and alligerys. Hearing some people talk they should have just done abortion with me and I would have never been a burden on my family and what little friends I had. I continue to have that feeling iam a burned but able to let it go. I also know God has a purpose for me. Prayers for the ones against me let there plans become good for your purpose. I have prayed and prayed and I still get the same result this food thing is the way for me to go. People don't understand how long I had to deal with being sick and just being told to deal with it. So I have I took the time to learn what was bothering me took the time to heal mend get healthier food and emotionally. Lord I would not want other to go through what I have but maybe they would understand more if they did. You grow up having to eat food that made you sick and no one cared but you mother and she did the best she could. Sister not understanding and she just blaming the world we had no money sorry yea I felt for a long time a battle if I should be worth anything or not. I know now I am and I thank you Lord and the husband you provided me to help me realize this. Dear lord take my enemies and destroy them or take there plans and turn them to good. Let your will be done.