Lord I was taught to always ask questions when I don't understand something because of my dyslexia went through lots of testing and tutoring with the state school and private tutoring. Some people won't deal with me cause sometimes I have a hard time understanding and they don't know how to explain or they just think Iam not trying. Dealing with medical issues can be difficult sometimes because these people dont understand what iam going through trying to figure things out. It takes me a little longer than others but i can usually get things done and sometimes with a little help or support.Let your will be done. Thank you Lord for the few you have placed in my life to help me handle this I sometimes think everyone be better off with out me around and iam a burden on others please take this feeling away husband said iam not a burden he loves me.