I have many things to be thankful for but for the past several years I have been struggling. I have good days, good weeks, good months but then all it takes is something bad to happen and I become a mess. If I get sick, or if I can’t pay my bills I start thinking of every bad choice I’ve made and questioning whether or not I’m a good parent. I keep wondering when God will get me back to the way I used to be. Please pray that God gets me through this and I can start focusing on the blessings and not the trials that I am going through. I know everyone says “oh just focus on the good stuff” but for me it’s not that easy. So please pray for me. Thank you.