My ex and spoke on the phone for 3 hours yesterday and he was expressing how sorry he was for what happened and the cause of our break up. He was my first real love and he told me he still loves me. I know if we start to date again things will never be the same and we have to start from scratch but I also don’t want to make a mistake if I take him back. I don’t know if we’re suppose to be together or not. Or if he’s being sent as a distraction but lord I pray if he is not suppose to be in my life at all, you remove him out of my life for good. And if he is supposed to be in my life either romantically or as a genuine friend then those intentions are made clear. Amen