Please take pity on my poor soul who sleeps with a man again today and comes home late tomorrow evening.
Today, as always, I go out and sleep with a man and come back tomorrow.
Today again, as soon as the service is over, I dropped my son off at my ex-husband’s house and I meet up with my boyfriend.
We eat, drink, smoke, sleep together today, and come home late on Monday tomorrow.
I feel sorry for my boyfriend’s son too.
The father works from Monday to Saturday and has one day off on Sunday. He doesn’t spend his days off with his son, and every weekend, he sleeps with me on Sunday and goes straight to work at the auto repair shop on Monday. And at home, he spend time with his grandmother and his uncle who is single and not yet married.
He is a 17-year-old teenager, and his father goes out and sleeps with me every single weekend Saturday, Sunday of 4 years longer than his son every weekend.
Please forgive me for committing the same sin for four years and forgetting it. And I do not repent because I do not think it is a sin.
I can’t do it on my own, so Heavenly Father, please help me break up with my current boyfriend as soon as possible. Just like I met a man who didn’t believe in God, married him, lived with him for over 10 years, and then divorced him.
Please don’t let me make the same mistakes as before by meeting a man who commits the same sins and doesn’t believe in God.
Current relationship he only wants a relationship where we meet every weekend, eat, drink, smoke, go out and sleep together.
please allow ME to have new encounters where I can serve together, volunteer, worship, participate in small groups, and spend Sundays entirely at church, not in the world, doing God’s work.
Please allow me to break up with the boyfriend I am currently dating as soon as possible and to meet new people at church. So, on Sunday, I don’t come home to eat, drink, smoke, and sleep in worldly things.
On Sundays, let ME worship together, serve, serve, and spend time together at church.
I pray in Jesus name
Amen